sensual seduction February 27, 2008
how weird is seeing snoop doggy dog prancing around, wearing tight pants and shiny shirt. but the song grew on me after awhile. still cant believe that’s snoop dog singing and dancing. kewl!
one mad rush February 27, 2008
life has been one mad rush these past few days.
from rushing to prepare exam papers to completing five different essays at one go.
its been days since i had a proper night sleep. one without thinking when these essays are going to be completed or what time should i wake up and then rush to work to finish up all the pile of work.
the eye bags are certainly getting worse. the eating has been going on full force. food therapy i call it.
now that the exams ended. its time to mark exam papers. that would have to wait till i reali complete my essays.
ive even neglected my dear Hubby. Hubby wanted his usualmee maggi supper which he lurves cause i cook it. and so far ive never said no, no matter how tired i was. but i had to reject his request yesterday cause i was too damn tired to even move from the bed. im so sorry dear Hubby. i’ll make it up to you. i promise.
to fard and my kawan (although i dont think she’s gonna read this), chia yo! we can do it!
lurve
maria
getaway February 22, 2008
i am planning for a romantic get away for our 1 year anni in may.
not somewhere far. maybe bintan. want to try out bintan lagoon.
the sea looks great. try out the spa. walk along the beach.
even planning to ask the usuals along. the more the merrier. we cant be staying in the room all day long, can we?? 
2 more weeks till da break February 21, 2008
i cant wait for the one week hols. so, so cant wait.
but still got to go back to work. syf coming up. shucks!
but that will be before da 12th. after da 12th, it will be totally holiday babey!
and dis time, im gonna make full use of it.
die, die i must cross spore border and move on overseas. even if its gonna be KL. *again*
2 more weeks.
but before that must go renew passport with the secondary school obit pix.
the aftermath February 18, 2008
im done with all this depressed supressed feelings.
its so not me!
contemplating on whether or not to delete that previous depressing post.
but decided not too.
what the heck! its me. so lets not delete me. and move on with life.
think positive!
February 16, 2008
this whirlwind of emotions is taking its toll on me.
i hate it when Hubby works. then i would be all alone.
too much time to think. to feel depressed. to keep thinking what’s wrong with me.
at least when he’s here beside me, he assures me that we’ll go thru all this together.
like now. he at work. and here i am. thinking. worrying. for no reason i know why.
reading people’s life story. their happiness. how blessed they are.
well, i know im blessed too. im thankful for that.
the problem is, i just need an indication, a sign that im normal. just like every any other woman.
but somtimes, i think i complain far, far too much.
its only been 9 months. and ive been too impatient.
some unfortunate people goes thru worst than me.
its all God’s work….i keep telling myself that…
tom yam soup February 10, 2008
i am looking for the recipe of spicy, smacking delish tom yam soup.
requested by who else…my foreva mengidam Hubby.
been looking for recipes over the net. many, many version. but looks leceh to prepare too ;[
so many ingredients to buy and prepare. hhmmm…..im a lazy cook hehe.
tom yam goong. any suggestion? 
long gone holiday February 10, 2008
chinese new year hols were spent:
1. watching 4 discs of ‘coffee prince’ drama series.
man, am i dissapointed with the ending! 
moving on the to the next korea drama please. but da men are soooooooo cute with hot bods!
2. completing p1 LP1 paper i.e. test paper. thank god that’s done. would have carried on completing P5 ca1 paper if i know how to set up an exam paper using the item bank cd. but even after godeh-ing the software, i still got no clue!
3. konon-konon wanted to start reading up the much needed to be read up chapters on art BUT not even progressing onto the 2nd page, i was alreadi sleepy as hell. shucks! i so, so need to start on the readings. dont want to be lost again during tutorial.
saturday was spent shopping @ mustapha centre. for stationaries and ingredients for spaghetti. and i cant believe i spent almost 100 bucks shopping there. its like a shopping paradise there.
proud to say that im cooking for regularly for Hubby. for him to ta-pao food to work. altho i still cant cook major main dishes. but enuf to make dear Hubby happy and grinning from ear to ear. im learning. and happy to report that i enjoy cooking for him. 
well, looks like sunday is gonna be spent doing powerpoints for lessons, worksheets and must do readings.
im so lost lah. lost in english. padan muka aku!
but im in lurveeeeee 
