turbulence

little, little tests everi single day to test our relationship before embarking into our new life together. she knows.

yesterday, somting small but significant happened again. again i felt like running and spilling my heart out to her but i stopped for a minute. i know i can handle dis one myself. im strong enuf.

and yes, i told him wat was the problem. how i felt, how small it may seem to him but its huge impact on me. he realised his mistake and apologised.

and not one to feel hurt for long, i was happy again.

somtimes, we as men and women, juz have to realise our boundaries. i haf neva believed in men and women being good friends. neva. i went thru dat. i know how it feels.

6 more weeks, many small tests to come.

“Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Sepanjang hidupku”

hornymoon

we are officially of to redang for our hornymoon….opppsss honeymoon. ;P

we would be taking a cruise ship dere and a coach back home. 4 days and 3 nites. a nite spent on da ship and 2 nites spent on redang island.

i would not taking a flight like i wanted to for eons coz sombodi has som sort of problem wif small private planes. you know who. die, die he wanted to wanted to take cruise or coach. despite da 10 hrs ride back home.

and i would not be staying at berjaya like i wanted to. coz da package didnt include full board. so we, or rather i, reluctantly settled for laguna redang resort. was assured by da travel agent dat its as good as berjaya.

tried psychoing him into going to bali but sombodi also has some sort of problem wif places dat haf been bombed before.

so lets look on da bright side. tink positif. im will be going on my honeymoon wif my hubby, so destination doesnt matter. well, it does!! hehehe.

redang den off to tioman. lets see if i would get sick of da sun, sea and snorkelling after both dat resort trips.