signed, sealed, delivered…im yours! April 30, 2007

all cards have been written with much love by both parents. my dad da name writer coz of his nice handwriting while da mama is da card folder and then put it inside the envelope.

while da anak is da minah sebok….hehe.

and da anak haf bought 100 pieces of stamps over ar SAM machine. while Dear bought anoder 70. da people behind us must be cursing coz da machine took its own sweet time to dispense 170 stamps.

tonite, dere will be lots of licking and pasting. hehe im kidding about the licking part lah. but you neva know rite.

26 more days and counting…..

April 27, 2007

im exhausted…

1 more month, 4 more weeks, 31 more days April 26, 2007

its alreadi 26th april!!!!

dat means juz 4 more weeks to 26th may. dat means juz 31 more days!!!

dont forget to check ur mailbox frenz.

and in case you receive it late, juz remind yourself dat you haf to attend my wedding on 26th may.

hehe

it’s here! April 21, 2007

hehe received the much awaited cards yesterday.

personally i like it very much. lotsa efforts and emels to and fro went into producing dose cards.

but Dear said it looked like kad hari raya.

2nd glance, i tink it does lah. but a nice kad hari raya. its one of my project, my baby for da wedding. so got to defend it

now dat i have one whole stack of invitation cards and envelopes, da family would haf to find time to sit and write da guests names down.

and wen will dat be?

this is my card April 19, 2007

da wedding cards will be arriving tomoro. am very excited about it. coz i tink its somting different from da normal wedding cards. somting simple but special to me. i hope da cards turn out well.

and it didnt cost me a bomb. in fact got it quite cheap as i’ll ordering my berkat from the same supplier. thank god.

but i tink the distribution of da cards are quite late huh? juz 5 more weeks to da wedding, baru nak receive cards. some people 2 months before haf started distributing. sekali people dont turn up den how? how? how?

my fault actuali. been too busy wif work and tusyen dat i didnt haf da time to reali settle da cards. asik tangguh-tangguh till da veri laz minute. as usual.

not onli da cards. i haf not met my deco people to select theme. coz as usual afternoon session sucks. by da time i finish work and arrive at their places, they would haf closed for da day. den weekends, dey are not open. tell me how!!!

still i do not know wat color theme for my deco and pelamin.

still haf not met da dj. and haf not paid depo. and im still undecided whether to have karaoke. somting i do not like. but mom said relatives mite wan to karaoke their hearts out. but i tink they go back home also can karaoke rite?

by da way, its friday!!! yipeeeee!!!

rendevous night April 18, 2007

it felt good chatting wif rai on da msn. havent seen her since her wedding. dat was like in feb. now its nearly end of april. i wanna see some pixs plssss….

its been so long since we chatted. long chats. even wif mira. ahli sastera & linguistik bz wif their upcoming exams. good luck to both of you. not dat both of yous need it. chia yo!

talking to a newly married gerl, was fun. of coz we talked of noti, noti stuffs. most of it about hamsters. im a half hamster. hamster jadi-jadian mayb.

anywae, left me tinking. initially we, especially me, planned to spend our 2nd nite at a hotel. you see dere’ll be no 1st nite, coz on da 1st nite, my hubby would be leaving me all alone and will be going back to his home. we will only be meeting again on sunday. thus da 2nd nite. hehe.

i wouldnt want to spend my 2nd nite at his haus. wif his parents nxt door. and mayb relatives outside. major arkward moment. like duh.

but at da rate wif our spending for da wedding and da financial constraints, i tink it will leave us wif no choice. hotel 81 mayb? why not huh. once we are halal-fied, doesnt matter where we go. any dingy hotel would do. but fullerton hotel would be incredibly nice too

any sponsors? hehe

why why?? April 17, 2007

im still on dat hairy potty. been tinking about it since yesterday.

you know i tink dumbledore’s death is not a real thang. how can an ancient, magnificent wizard of all time suddenly juz fall to his death juz bcause dat stupid son of a puppy, snape killed him wif da avada kedavra curse.

and if he could be kill by da avada kedavra curse, den why hasnt lord voldemort eva tried to kill him wif da curse or any curse wen he had da chance to?

and i juz found out dat harry potter would end up dying. so does dat means dat lord voldemort will live? coz only one can live while da oder dies.

arrrggghhhhh, j.k. rowling, why couldnt you haf released da book nxt month?? july??? dats like 3 more months!!!!

p.s: if you dont understand any of dis, pls dont attempt to do so.

death of dumbledore April 17, 2007

and once again, dumbledore dies.

and once again, i felt sad. even felt like crying. for a non-existent character dat fought for his life till da end to protect harry potter.

da final part was so intense, i got a migraine reading it.

but shit lah. now ive finished da book and i so cant wait for the next one. dat will be in july. so long.

i tink im more anxious abt hairy potty den da wedding.

5 more weeks baby..

hairy potty and da half-bloody mary April 14, 2007

since da next much anticipated new harry potter will onli be released in july. i started on da previous harry potter. harry potter and the half-blood prince.

i zoomed thru da half-blood prince within 1 1/2 days wen i laid hands on it. ard laz year i tink. and mayb becoz of dat, not much registered in my long term memory. so its quite a delight to read it all over again, at a much lower pace, but with as much interest. its like im reading a whole new book.

i started on da bulky book yesterday nite, on my way to tusyen at b.batok. by da time i was on my way back, i was alreadi at page 187. continued reading till 1am yesterday.

by 1am…

so i tink da book will be done by dis sunday. hopefully.

jealousy April 13, 2007

im on mc today. nope not sick. except for the non-stop cough dat has been going on for nearly two weeks.

lets juz say im being a little bit naughty today. would haf started work at 7.45am and finished at 6.15pm, den stret to tusyen if ive been good. but i skipped all dat 7.45am-6.15pm working time. would onli be going for tusyen at nite. didnt want to waste my energy and time looking at kids trying to pull their weight up da pull-up equipment. not wen even i couldnt attempt dat.

after being in two relationships within a time span of 11 years, i know perfectly well wat kind of partner i am.

one very bad trait dat i wish i didnt haf in me, would be me being a green eye monster. you know, jealous maniac. it would haf been so much for me especially if i wasnt that “green” and loosen up a bit.

but i haf to admit i haf mellowed down so much compared laz time wen i was still immature and tinked with my heart rather den my head.

often, wen i sit down and wonder, after the green eye monster decided to make its appearance, wat causes me to haf dese strong feelings. is it caused by da past failed relationship. where in dat relationship, ive xperienced being betrayed.

or it becaused im insecure abt myself. abt how look and how oder gerls look. despite rare days wen i do feel down in da dumps on how i look but 99% of da time, im hepi wif da way i am. seriusly.

coz once i dislike or feel jealous towards a person. its veri difficult for me to act all normal and okay around dat person. even harder wen we are in da same group of friends and spent a great big deal of time wif each oder. and da bad ting is dat, my feelings are worn on my face. it shows! and im such a bad actress. mayb dese feelings of dislike will go away. but i know myself well, my relationshop wif dat person will neva be da same again. i’ll be distant from her. be more wary of her.

i wish i didnt haf dese feelings. its bad to haf negative feelings towards frenz. ;(