selamat tahun baru December 31, 2006

salam aidiladha to all muslims…

31st december. cepat sungguh masa berlalu. one ting for sure, wen i wake up tomoro, dengan izin Allah, it’ll be a brand new year. 2007. insyallah.

2006. not dat many interesting happenings but meaningful ones mayb. such as me graduating after 4 yrs of studies and becoming a full-fledged cikgu. and da geng going our separate ways. ive become veri bz, bz trying to earn money. now i reali know how hard it is to earn ur own rezeki.

and me turning 25. 1/4 century old. and i do feel old. hehe. and i know ive matured. ive become caring towards my family. more understanding. mellowed down. not to be dat degil and strong-headed. especially wen ive realised dat my wedding is not far away. so family has become top of da list.

new year’s resolution??

1. get thru my nikah ceremony wifout ani glitch. hope everiting goes well during my 2-day wedding.

2. bcome a good wife to my hubby, insyallah.

3. to bcome a betta cikgu. improve my teaching skills, esp wif da lower primary kids.

4. lose weight. a yearly resolution but haf yet to achieve.

5. to become a betta person. improving myself.

selamat tahun baru…..

our song - head over feet December 30, 2006

after 3.5 years, i’ve finally found ‘our song’. i suddenly realised dat dis is our song. Dear and me adores dis song. he hums and sings dis song everi now and den, and den da song will be stuck in my head, so i’ll end up singing da song wif him.

Head Over Feet
By Alanis MorissetteI had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it

You treat me like I’m a princess
I’m not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

(chorus)
You’ve already won me over in spite of me
Don’t be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don’t be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn’t help it
It’s all your fault

Your love is think and it swallowed me whole
You’re so much braver than I gave you credit for
That’s not lip service

(repeat chorus)

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You’re the best listener that I’ve ever met
You’re my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

I’ve never felt this healthy before
I’ve never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

actuali we do haf anoder special song. da first eva song he strummed on his guitar during our early courtship days. da onli malay song he knew hw to play back den. but its a sad song. ‘pergilah sayang’ by ella & korie. tak sesuai kan? hehe. but he still makes me sing dat song for him weneva da mood arises for him to strum it on his guitar.

gonna make him play for me our song soon….

news updates December 20, 2006

been busy wif shopping, tusyen and sleeping, esp in cold, cold weather.

wedding preps update:

got my wedding ring

got his wedding ring

got my handbag and perfume

gonna get his perfume and our baju kurungs, my shoes

he wans to wait to get his oakley and watch in case somting new and betta comes out

wedding cards on da way

many, many, many tings to pay for

trip to KL wif parents for wedding tings

so many preps for 2 day event….

and we can plan and plan, but He decides

i plan and plan for a home to call my own, but He decides dat im gonna be staying wif da family for anoder 2 yrs max.

so im accepting it wif an open heart. tink positif and believe dat my sacrifice is for my love

and dis means dat dis small room gonna be shared btw two huge people. i need to start throwing stuffs. need to do a major overhaul to dis room.

and my beloved parents, offered us deir room. love you both to death ayah and mama but i wldnt want to take over my parents’ room.

wish me a safe trip, in dis wet, wet weather….

pay day December 12, 2006

alhamdulilah pay finally came in today. was pokai alreadi hehe. but upon getting da pay, 1/4 of it went to bayar hutang2 to people and my Dear. hehe always using his credit card to buy stuffs. beli dulu bayar kemudian. wats left will be used for da wedding. so if anibodi tinks im loaded at da moment, seriusly im nt. but juz enuf to pamper myself juz a teeny weeny bit and spend on da wedding.

im off to kl dis 21st. going to buy all da stuffs needed e.g. bunga pahar, dulang2, all dat stuffs. i doubt i’ll be able to do aniting once skool starts. apart from work commitments, i also haf tusyen commitments. gonna be giving tusyen nearly everiday, including da weekends. so im all packed. while da money keeps coming in, im seriusly gonna feel da strain.

since we gt our gobermen bonus, first thing we did was to go makan at far east plaza. our usual makan spot. for 15 bucks, we had our tummy so full wif delicious meal. da rojak, power!

and after eating our full, we singgah da dfs galleria at da opposite block. hehe i got my coach bags. not one, but two. hehe. one for da dulang hantaran and one for everi other occasion. thx Darling. hehe.

and i also found my wedding ring. bling bling!! but haf nt bought it.

i love year-end christmas sale!!!! 50% off lah!! yeeehah!!!!

missing you December 8, 2006

i miss my Darling. hhhmm baru 1 hari tak jumpa and talk on da fone, and i miss him alreadi. macam mana agaknya wen we wont be meeting for a month prior to our wedding day. tu mesti rindu menonggek punya. good ting he calls me once in da morning and once at nite, even for a mere 1 minute, yesterday and today. even for a minute, at least lepas sikit rindu.

come back soon, i miss you…

crapping December 6, 2006

my Darling going away on a KL trip for 3 days and 2 nites, leaving me all alone. kalau leaving me aje alone takpe, still got task for me to do som more. wat else, gif food to his cat lah, dat comel. so on friday and saturday, i haf to travel all da way to aljunied juz to put food and water at his front door so dat comel can makan.

sian leh. pokai seh. if i wasnt pokai, dese 3 days wifout Dear, i wld haf merayap alone and spend money. but at da moment, dere’s no money to be spent. da days seems to be creeping by so slow. macam nak tunggu da 12th tu, teramat lambat sangat. geramnya!! not dat i need to use my money on our dates but having and spending ur own money feels betta isnt it? or is it da oder way round? hehe

and dis sunday, his parents a.k.a my future parents in law are coming. to discuss abt da wedding. not dat im sure wat dey wanna discuss abt wif my parents. mayb abt wats gonna happen on da wedding day itself.

macam cepat masa berlalu. wen december ends, lagi 5 bulan aje im gonna be married. insyallah. pray dat i dont becom a runaway bride eh. keep tinking abt it, and how it scares me dat im getting married. keep telling Dear dat im scared, but he tinks im crapping. serious, im scared.

and da panic and da nervous and da excitement haf not kicked in yet. mayb wen january comes. den mayb reality kicks in. as for now, not feeling aniting xcept da feeling of sadness dat im leaving da family soon. im counting down da days i’ll be leaving my mama, ayah, nenek and adik. it saddens me. mayb on da day im gonna reali move out, im gonna cry hard. as for now, i wanna try to spend as much time as possible wif my family. precious time…

sometimes i juz wan to get da wedding over and done wif. comsuming too much money, energy and brain space. and i haf limited storage space in dere ok. but not denying, da preps can be fun. at da moment, me and Dear are enjoying our window shopping spree. planning wat to buy come 12th dec. and somtimes wen both cannot tahan alreadi, he juz zaps da card. one ting ive learned abt Dear thru our shopping xpeditions togeder, Dear likes shopping, way more den me. he’s more vain den me. he can sound like a gerl, unlike me. seriusly, he amazes me. esp wen he insists on buying stuffs juz so he can color coordinate his cap, sunglass wif his t-shirt wif his watch and his sandal. and me, i cant be bothered as long im clothed.

oohhh da eyes are heavy. time to sleep. nitez.

december weddings December 3, 2006

weddings, weddings and more weddings in december. weddings galore. especially for teachers, dont you tink? and i had 2 days of weddings. saturday spend wif da parents wif da parents and their two anak and cucu angkat. and on sunday, went to ayu’s wedding, den to Dear’s chinese fren wedding.

to ayu, selamat pengantin baru. sori i cldnt meet you. but wish you all da happiness in da world wif your new status as a wife.

and dats abt enuf weddings i can handle…for da moment.

on saturday

me & nurin, my parents ‘anak angkat’

nurin & danish

at ayu’s wedding

me wif da two hot mamas

da hantarans…..nice

off to Dear’s frenz wedding

us and da newlyweds. hhhmm do i look like im struting out my chest too much? khekhekhe

and mira, i finally found a coach boutique. at dat big shopping centre in front of far east plaza. i tink its especially for japanese tourist. and masyallah da price. but we saw dis coach aviator sunglass dat looked so damn nice….on me. khekhe. and da coach handbags, i so loike. da lady dere said mayb dere’s gonna be a sale on from da 7th onwards so hehehe, coach handbag and sunglass come to me!!! if da good side of me suddenly decides to pop out, bye bye coach. ;(

ayah turns 52 December 1, 2006

my beloved ayah turns 52 today. we had our usual simple bday celebration wif makan from teck whye and da bday cake from swensens. joined by da gembeng danish, da neighbours from down below and not forgetting my darling, da pot of rice and da amount of food dat we thot wldnt be enuf for everibodi, turned out to be more den enuf. xcess even. da blessing of having a great meal wif your beloveds.

to my ayah, hepi bday. love you.

us getting da food and da kek


mango tango yum yum

slurrppsss


da bday boy who told everione he’s 25
hello…im 25 horkay

and hellooo december….pay+bonus+shopping for benda2 kawin+KL trip wif parents+shopping again! i loike…

30 more days to 2007. yikes!