*MARIA*

*MARIA*

‘Maria’ atau ‘Mariah’ bererti Putih. Personaliti yang menarik. Sentiasa menarik perhatian ramai. Baik hati dan tidak suka berprasangka terhadap orang lain. Prihatin terhadap persekitaran. Mementingkan kebersihan.

Fard brought back from her Melaka trip and gave da 5 of us keychains containing da meaning of our names. Da rez of da Geng paling suka and agree wif da laz statement, coz dey said pasal tu banyak maid namanya ‘Maria’. Kuang asam betul! Nevertheless I lurve my name okie. Unik and sounds so nice. Sekali dengar pasti nak lagi! Khekhekhe.

*FEARLESS*

We went to watch ‘Fearless’ at Causeway Point. Da cinema was packed wif 99% Chinese families, from da small kids to da grannies. In fact da movie ‘Zodiac’ was sold out. Imagine dat!

I liked ‘Fearless’. A simple story line but a huge message to be conveyed. And one of da few movies where da hero dies dat da end of da movie. So go catch especially dose who digs kungfu movies.

We sat down to talk about da expenses of da wedding dat will be shared e.g. pixs and mak andam. Not many, juz a few tings. Well, it didnt turn out to be a good discussion at first after I told him about half of da total cost dat he need to fork out. Not dat he some cheapo guy but he wans to spend as little money as possible for da wedding and use wateva money we haf to betta use after da wedding e.g. our future haus.

I understand dat lah. I also understand dat money is not easy to be earned but being da cerewet me, I dont like to pay little money for poor quality or somting I tak berkenan di hati. If Im not hepi wif da product den I do not wan to fork money for it. Lagi-lagi moz da ting for da wedding is not cheap, beratus-ratus dan beribu-ribu. Of coz I wan to get my money’s worth.

So after seeing my sad and going to cry face wif watery eye, Dear agreed wif da tings I wan. Well, even if he didnt agree…I dont care, hahaha. One way or another, Im gonna get da tings I wan. I’ll fork out my own money even if I haf to.

Da wedding gonna be a simple one but I wan it to be a perfect, its gonna be my onli wedding you knoe!

*WHERE ARE THOU??*

Mira, Mira, where are thou? I thot we had a date to play Literati tonite but you stood me up by not appearing in MSN unlike previous nites when it was juz da two of us…

Khakhakha, naik bulu roma sekejap. Since Mira is MIA today, I went to change my skin. Been wanting to do for quite somtime but I know dat once I start, I cant stop. Nuthin else can be done. And its not as if Ive got nuthin to do. Ive got 1/3 of Hikayat Abdullah to start reading on. BORING!!!

I mish my Baby. 2 days of not meeting makes me mish him. But absence does make da heart grow fonder. I shall go sleep now and dream of you.

“Where are you? I’ma look all over the world baby…Cuz I know you’re out there..I know it might sound crazy…But I love you”
- Where Are You (J. Roman & Soluna)

*NITEMARES*

Yesterday nite I didnt have a goodnite sleep. Maybe one of da worst sleeps I’ve eva had. Its bad enuf dat I couldnt fall asleep till around 4am. I was tossing and turning and thinking. I had a lot in my mind. To make matters worse, once I fell asleep, I kept dreaming of da X. Its like da whole time I actuali slept, I dreamt of him all da way. Shouldnt catogorise it as dreams but rather as nitemares coz once I woke from da dream, I felt so shitty.

Muz be bcoz a few days before my cuzzin saw him and we started gossiping about da X.

Pls pls let me have nice dreams tonite.

*SORE ARM*

Alhamdulilah da meeting wif da Sup went well. Not bcoz I turned from one zombie-like gerl into a hyped-up ghairah gerl but bcoz dere were 3 more oder trainees who were in his ofis wif me. So he was more interested in toking to da BA gerls who are teaching secondary skool students for da first time but dats fine wif me. Little attention is good for me.

And why da sore arm? Coz I brought home my practicum I thick file and was carrying it around da whole day. So hepi to bring it home. Da Sup said, “Nasib baik saya tak buang!” Eh eh, boleh gitu!!

Dis sup of mine, he reali follows everiting by da book. Good ting about it, if ur CT makes you teach levels you not suppose to teach or teach more hours den wat’s stated, you can go and complain to him and he’ll fix it for you. Not good ting, tak flexible langsung lah babe.

Everibodi except me alreadi knows wat levels dey are teaching. *TOOT* betol seh. Dat skool of mine. I was tinking of preparing som teaching material in advance but now I cant coz I dont know which level Im teaching till da day itself. Bez ting, first meeting will onli be held on da 20th of Feb, so bfore dat, Im all relaxed.

Enjoyed TED class juz now. Group work wif Aida, Fini and Chia Lin are always fun. And our group is always da noisiest everi single week. So fun!! This week we had to protect an egg from breaking wen it is thrown from the top. Our group got a quail egg while oders got da telor itik masin.

we are hard at work!

tadaaa we are done. can sell.

boring seh besok ada kelas, petang lagi. sian!

*WISH ME LUCK*

I haf my first date for Prac 2 wif one of Fard’s fav lecturer tomoro. Well you know who. Being da onli trainee under him, everibodi always sounds so curious to know how he is as a supervisor. All I can say, wrong supervisor for me. Being one who is extremely weak in my malay language and linguistik, juz my luck to get a linguistik expert. Why couldnt I get a supervisor who tells you stories about other trainees or one who is so into IT? Deres pros and cons rite? Well, he’s not all dat bad, at least he’s not extremely extremely cerewet like some supervisor. He’s juz extremely cerewet and dont forget strict and very serious.

I heard dat I’m now sharing dis supervisor of mine wif anoder classmate. Good luck to you eh kecik. Juz remember dat he’s veri strict.

My dear geng, wish me luck for tomoro’s meeting…berdua-duaan alone in his ofis….gosh, Im so not looking forward to da “date”. Gotta go do or eat somting to me make all “ghairah”. Well geng, you know wat I mean.