I’ve Been Tagged!! September 29, 2005

Yep ‘kena’ tagged by Ms Azura….so now I gotta ‘confess’ 3 tings dat peeps dont know about me. Hhhmm wat is it peeps dont know about me? So here goes…

1.I am a very secretive person, meaning….my secret is my secret and I wouldnt tell my secret to anibodi, not even my fiance or my best fren. So you can say dat dere is actually some tings dat people veri close to me dont know about me coz I neva eva tell dem. U can put me thru a torture chamber but Im not gonna budge!

2. I haf a fetish for butts…yeah you heard it rite….human butts! But onli nice ones okie. Before you tink Im one ‘ham sap’ (pervert) minah tudung…let me clarify ok. I onli like looking at nice shapely ‘jecked’ butts, for e.g. J.Lo’s butt. Be it ladies’ or gents’. But after getting engaged, Ive haf cut down 90% of my butt gawking activities coz it mite land me into trouble one of dese days. Dont worri, da day I get married, dis ‘unhealthy’ activity gonna stop completely!

3. I cant sleep in total silence. Da radio or preferably the TV muz be on to lullaby me to sleep. Its not much of being scared off the dark, which is not coz my room will be totally dark. Its juz da silence dat disturbs me. Usually I’ll on the TV, go to sleep and at 6am, my mom will be shouting into my room to off da TV coz Im wasting electricity. Khekhe…and I’ll always lie dat Ive juz on da TV.

Now, its my duty to tag 3 more peeps…khekhekhe. So here are my lucky victims:

1. Mira
2. Fard
3. Aida

Yeah dey are like my closest frenz and I muz know dem really well but Im sure dere is always somting about da oder person dat we do not know.

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Anywae dat tagging aside, Anugerah yest was somting diff from da past Anugerah. But I muz say, dose past Anugerah winners like Aqmal, Iskandar, Eka Marina dan Fuad Rahman are really good singers, powerful voices. I feel dat dose 4 past winners took over the stage wen dey sang duet wif da 4 finalists.

In case u dont know yet da winner of Anugerah 2005, its…….

Expected him to get 2nd, seeing dat Syed Azmir was such a hot fav, but Khairul shone yesterday wif his smooth voice. My family has a nick for him, Khairul Anwar = “Kemek”. Anywae congrats Kemek….khakhakha.

Deklimasi Sajak September 27, 2005

Deklamasi sajak (poem recitation) for Dr. Rock’s module started on Monday. All 5 of the da geng read theirs on Monday so Im da onli one left to read mine 2 weeks from now.

After watching 9 so damn talented classmates recite their poems with much passion and drama (esp. Haslina with tears flowing and we audiences nearly cried, som cried), now Im feeling so stressed up. Im totally clueless about poem recitation and haf absolutely no talent in writing or reciting poems.

9 orang pendeklimasi sajak yang sangat berbakat

Safini also celebrated her bday on Monday. All da bez gerl and stay muda remaja. She dont look like a mommy dont u tink? Moz peeps tink she still belasan tahun. Cedebah! Biar usia meningkat but rupa still mcm sweet 17…khekhe.

Ini Persatuan Isteri-Isteri (yang tangkap suka jembu dan suka berposing)

Last but certainly not da least, Da Selengerz Geng!!!

**Ashton Kutcher & Demi Moore got hitch yesterday…dere goes anoder one of my toyboy….khakhakha!!!!

Pertunangan Rahayu & Rezuan September 25, 2005

Congrats to Seri Rahayu & her fiance Rezuan on their engagement today. Semoga pertunangan ini diakhiri dengan ke jinjang pelamin dan seterusnya berkekalan ke akhir hayat. Ayu looked so beautiful. Mesti nanti BIG day lebih anggun dan menawan!

Anugerah 2005 September 25, 2005

Anugerah left wif onli 4 contestants, all males, all wif good voices, all cute and all very young. Im predicting dat Syed Azmir gonna win, wif Khairul Anwar in 2nd place and Fauzie Laili in 3rd place. So go and watch the Finals dis Thurs. Gonna be interesting.

Anywae who’s Salmah??

My Story - Dave Pelzer September 24, 2005

I am on a reading frenzy at the moment. Finished up “Sybil” within 4 days and now onto my next book which I juz bought juz now at Kino. Kino is now officially my bookstore. New resolution: to buy at least 1 book each weekend to add to my library collection. Books are expensive but dey are worth buying and collecting.

Didnt haf any particular book in mind to buy at Kino but came across dis book, “My Story” by Dave Pelzer. I’m kinda attracted to real-life stories of people who were abused by their parents. “Sybil” by Flora Rheta Schreiber was about Sybil who was abused by her mom till she developed 16 other personalities.

“My Story” contains 3 volumes: the first one which I am reading at the moment “A Boy Called It”, the 2nd volume “The Lost Boy” and the 3rd volume “A Man Named Dave”.

“My Story” tells the true story of Dave who as a child was brutally beaten and starved. The heart warming book talks about the unthinkable tortures his mom, an alcoholic, inflicted on her child starting at the tender age of 4.

Started reading the book in bus 190 on my way home and am now on pg 80. Didnt expect the story to be so visual. I felt like crying while reading how Dave’s mom tortured him with gas chambers, burning him and even stabbed him. It makes me wonder how can one human being treat anoder human being dat way. It was his own mom who did all dose horrible tings to him and it all started wen he was so young.

Gonna go and read till my eyes cant open no more…nitez.

Marriage September 23, 2005

“Or, put another way:

Why is it that people get married?

Because we need a witness to our lives.

There is a billion people on the planet.

What does any one life really mean?

But in a marriage, you are promising to care about everything…

The good things, the bad things, the terrible things, the mundane things,

All of it….all the time, every day.

You are saying “Your life will not go unnoticed because I will notice it.

Your life will not go unwitnessed - because I will be your witness.”

Wife in the movie, “Shall We Dance?” 2004

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1 year & 3 months more to go…dat may sound so far away but it’s reali reali not. In need for some soul searching, Q & A and decision making. I tink Im gonna apply wat Ive learnt in TED247……Fard and Aida would be so proud of me.

I’m One Hepi Gerl September 21, 2005

Im so loving skool!!!!

Classmates September 20, 2005

I am grateful for being in a class I am in now. My classmates and hopefully even me, add life to a boring class. I know I can count on dose usual few to crack up jokes, gif farni answers, imitate a lecturer so dat the others can endure 1 more hour of dat boring lesson.

We started wif having 2 guyz & 18 gerlz in M103 and Im proud dat after 4 long years, dat number has not changed its numeral one bit. It’s a challenge wen each one of us is unique, possessing individual’s strengths and weakness, everibodi has their own opinion and having our individual style of working. Dere are hiccups along da way especially wen sombodi don do their part on an assignment but inspite of dose hiccups, we know dat we can depend on each oder wen da need comes.

Dis semester is coming to an end soon, so we will be left wif onli 1 more semester next year to enjoy each oder’s company, so why dont we juz do dat. I gonna miz every and each one of dem wen we, insyallah, graduate as M103 next year. I know I’m gonna cry hard. Thanx to dose 19 individuals who juz make som horrible lessons bearable. I lurve ya all.

M103

Suicide!!! September 19, 2005

Moz prob a trainee teacher, tried to commit suicide in NIE today. He was reportedly (by trusted resources) clad in white tee and jeans. He was on top of one the blocks (which is seeable from the library), sitting on the parapet and even attempted to jump but was pounced on in time by a couple of Civil Defence guyz.

Mayb dat guy juz wanted to enjoy the view from up dere…mayb he was stressed out…mayb he was unlucky in love….mayb he had problems…mayb. We can onli look and pass judgement..da one going thru all dat is dat dude. He muz reali be in deep shit to do dat esp in NIE som more.

Ok now greater concern would be da mamat2 CD, not dat I got da hotties for mamat CD. I’ve got my eyes set on a mamat CD called Omar….khekhe. Imagine if one of the mamat CD had accidently fallen while trying to stop that dude from jumping!! Walauweh, so dangerous. Made me tink about wat Dear goes thru in his line of work. Its a high risk job. Got fire, got oil spillage, got people stuck high up somwhere, got people wanna jump from building etc, all he muz attend to. Wat if somting happened to him…ohhhhh tidakkkkk!!!

Wat can I do? Onli to hope and pray dat everytime he steps out out da haus to work, he’ll be protected by Allah.

To dat infamous NIE dude, suicide doesnt solve any prob, onli create dem. Ya lah, if u jump and die, people still need to clean up ur “spillage” on the ground floor. Wat if den you come and haunt NIE?? I scared go to the toilet alone som more. Not good okie. Be strong dude.

Its okie if I was da damsel in distress…den Dear can save me

Bus Stop September 18, 2005