Jealousy
Posted by comot81 on June 27, 2005
Im a veri veri jealous person. If green is da color of jealousy, den I should have been born green. Yeah green is my new proclaimed favourite color!
Not dat I get jealous over wat people have and what I dont have and cant have but more da jealous feeling wen my properties or my fiance come in contact with human beings whom they are not suppose to come in contact with!
By dis 3rd para, if you are of average or normal IQ, you then should know Im experiencing da feelings of extreme anger and jealousy. Not dat I can tell ya all da reason why I experiencing dose feelings coz it’ll be juz like parading my dirty linens in public (as da idiom goes i tink) which is anoder ting dat I’ll neva do coz Im da type of person who do not like to share my personal life with da public. Da public = people beside my own self. Confused? Good coz Im juz a complex person inside and I dont reali expect anibodi to understand me!
So da main point dat I’ll like to focus in dis posting is if you wanna get crushed by my bare hands (which Ive done before to other people who deserved it), den disturb my properties or flirt wif my fiance.
But wat can I do…da person who is making me feel so crappy cant be given da “special” treatment dat Ive juz mentioned above coz dat person tinks wat he did is da norm. Fucking norm dats wat! It may be da norm for you but its not for me! So lets all get liberal and let da opposite sex start touching us all over so dat we can be da norm!
How would you feel if I did wat u did and gif an excuse of dat ting being da norm? Cant understand guyz lah, dey do tings wifout tinking and den expect da woman to understand their actions as being a small matter dat shouldnt be blown up into a large scales and if we do, dey tink we are juz being petty. Grow up men!! Start understanding women and how dose small tings dat matters to dem!!
Im juz expressing my feelings within. Except for 2 certain people, any of you reading dis would probably tink Im bonkers for toking crap. Its ok. Isnt dats wat a blog serves as, an outlet to let go of how you feel?? So Im expressing.
To da onli person Ive confided in and knows da real stori, isnt it some sort like da problem you were facing yesterday where dat person did somting and didnt tell you and you found out about it yourself and you got reali pissed coz he should haf known you better and not have done dat but juz delibrately did it inspite of knowing how it would hurt your feelings? Yeah Im feeling dat gerl but wat makes me extra X 1000 more times pissed off is da fact dat dere was body contact!! You get me? Feeling betrayed, dissapointed, angry and jealous rolled into one lump of ball in my heart…
And to da one who isnt reading dis, cant read dis and is suppose to read dis, you are an arsehole today and dat day wen you went to do dat “normal” ting dat you did!!
