Shopping Spree June 30, 2005

Had da bez shopping spree today wif Dear using his credit card. Da shiokness of “beli dulu, bayar kemudian”. But Im neva worried my Dear having a credit card coz he is da type ‘all bills muz pay on time even if u haf no more money after dat’ which is so unlike me. If dat gold credit card belonged to me, dielah.

Anywae Deary bought me my first Birkenstock sandal. Hahaha jakun rite me? Im not willing to fork out $100 plus juz for a pair of sandal but since Dear decided to shower me wif gifts today, why not. Hehehe. Wanted to get a pink flowery one but got dis instead coz it goes wif anyting and its so bright and cheerful. Dear going to get me my 2nd pair for my birfday so die die muz get dat pinky flowery one.

my bright and hepi Birkies sandal

we fit togeter

And he also bought for me 2 sunglasses to match his Oakley sunglasses. Wanted to get Oakley sunglass for me too but I tink my face has a strange shape dat all Oakley sunglasses felt so uncomfortable on my face and all rested on my cheeks. I tink cheeks too tembam alreadi. Have neva used sunglass before so now muz start using. Got dese two pairs of large frame sunglasses from dis shop “Extra” at Edge, Bugis Junction. Realised dat big frames suit me betta den normal frames dat normal human beings use coz my face is huge….hahaha. So gonna gif dis sunglasses a try.

my white sunglass kinda similiar wif Dear’s white Oakley

Da black one. I like dis one..

me wearing Dear’s Oakley…not comfy at all

Dear trying on my sunglasses and at laz comfy wif his own Oakley

And lazly Dear haf pre-ordered da Harry Potter and da Half-Blood Prince book due in July for me at Borders. Cant wait for July so I can bury myself in Harry Potter….imagine dat.

Well, not all shopping was for me. Dear got one of his early birfday prezzie from me. He has been wanting dis huge Quiksilver bag costing $100 bucks since a few months ago so I decided to get it for me today although his birfday is like 25 days away….tsk tsk tsk. But I still owe him anoder birfday prezzie which is not out yet in da market, which is an Oaklay sunglass again. Wat to do, he likes Oakley so much. Dat one muz reali wait for birfday to come.

Dear wif his pre-birfday prezzie

So tired but hepi shopping, somting I rarely do since I do not believe in shopping unless I need somting. But its a wonderful feeling to get prezzies and be pampered.

Huge cockroach and da exteminator ready wif a can of Baygon

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Yesterday, we went to rent a chalet at ECP for day wif som of Dear’s fren. I was excited to go and rent da two-seater bike again and ride all da way to Bedok Jetty. Unfortunately, it rained heavily spoiling my mood. So we stayed in and watched Crime Watch while waiting for da rain to stop.

dark rainy day at ECP

Did you watch Crime Watch on da one about dat Chinese woman who was pushed to her death by her psycho boyfren? Da ting dat angered me about dat story was not da psycho boyfren, of cozlah, cakap dia psycho kan, of coz dia buat benda gitu. Wat made me kinda frustrated watching dat crime being told was da 2 ah sohs who saw da woman being pushed down from outside her home but dey acted as if dey saw nuthin and didnt come forward to tell da police about wat dey saw until da polices had to ask da residents one by one. Selfish rite?? How can you see a murder being committed rite in front of your eyes but have da conscience to keep quiet about it? Terrible seh. Dat 2 ah sohs should be shot for doing wat dey did. Hmph!!While releking and watching dat 2 stupid ah sohs on Crime Watch, suddenly my mom called and asked me to rush home coz my grandma was vomitting non-stop. My plan to ride bike spoiled but grandma much, much more important ok. So my mom called da ambulance coz my grandma was weak and couldnt move. I went stret to NUH where she was put under observation.

First ting she saw me, she said, “Dah boleh balik?” Dis orang2 tua all dont like hospitals and want to get out of dat place asap. Make me wan to laugh hearing dose words coming out of her mouth da instant she saw me. Alhamdulilah, at 1 am, da doctor said she had food poisoning, it wasnt serious and she could go home. She hepi lah.

Yesterday was kinda a series of unfortunate incidents kinda of ting but everiting turned out alrite and I was compensated wif a shopping spree today. Yipee!!

June 28, 2005

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Jealousy June 27, 2005

Im a veri veri jealous person. If green is da color of jealousy, den I should have been born green. Yeah green is my new proclaimed favourite color!

Not dat I get jealous over wat people have and what I dont have and cant have but more da jealous feeling wen my properties or my fiance come in contact with human beings whom they are not suppose to come in contact with!

By dis 3rd para, if you are of average or normal IQ, you then should know Im experiencing da feelings of extreme anger and jealousy. Not dat I can tell ya all da reason why I experiencing dose feelings coz it’ll be juz like parading my dirty linens in public (as da idiom goes i tink) which is anoder ting dat I’ll neva do coz Im da type of person who do not like to share my personal life with da public. Da public = people beside my own self. Confused? Good coz Im juz a complex person inside and I dont reali expect anibodi to understand me!

So da main point dat I’ll like to focus in dis posting is if you wanna get crushed by my bare hands (which Ive done before to other people who deserved it), den disturb my properties or flirt wif my fiance.

But wat can I do…da person who is making me feel so crappy cant be given da “special” treatment dat Ive juz mentioned above coz dat person tinks wat he did is da norm. Fucking norm dats wat! It may be da norm for you but its not for me! So lets all get liberal and let da opposite sex start touching us all over so dat we can be da norm!

How would you feel if I did wat u did and gif an excuse of dat ting being da norm? Cant understand guyz lah, dey do tings wifout tinking and den expect da woman to understand their actions as being a small matter dat shouldnt be blown up into a large scales and if we do, dey tink we are juz being petty. Grow up men!! Start understanding women and how dose small tings dat matters to dem!!

Im juz expressing my feelings within. Except for 2 certain people, any of you reading dis would probably tink Im bonkers for toking crap. Its ok. Isnt dats wat a blog serves as, an outlet to let go of how you feel?? So Im expressing.

To da onli person Ive confided in and knows da real stori, isnt it some sort like da problem you were facing yesterday where dat person did somting and didnt tell you and you found out about it yourself and you got reali pissed coz he should haf known you better and not have done dat but juz delibrately did it inspite of knowing how it would hurt your feelings? Yeah Im feeling dat gerl but wat makes me extra X 1000 more times pissed off is da fact dat dere was body contact!! You get me? Feeling betrayed, dissapointed, angry and jealous rolled into one lump of ball in my heart…

And to da one who isnt reading dis, cant read dis and is suppose to read dis, you are an arsehole today and dat day wen you went to do dat “normal” ting dat you did!!

Siam Kitchen June 26, 2005

Cita-cita untuk makan malam sekeluarga semalam di Siam Kitchen terbantut gara-gara my ayah yang tiba-tiba rasa mabuk. So yesterday dinner was at KFC Wdlands wif Mira.

Nevertheless, hajat utk makan anak-beranak kesampaian jugak today wen da family (except adek) wen makaning at Siam Kitchen pat Wdlands. Makan besar pulak tu. Lepas makan, ngantuk. Thx for da hearty meal ayah. Food juz taste so much betta wen u enjoy dem wif ur loved ones.

My cute nenek

Tgk dua2 makciks ni, 1st pix takmo senyum, 2nd pix mcm kena paksa senyum. Senyuman plastik!!

Our appetiser, keropok (dat cost $1 tau, so muz makan) cecah sambal

My nenek’s fav, Mango Salad

My ayah, tukang belanja makan. Wearing his brand new specs.

Ayah’s brunch Black Olive Fried Rice. Tak sedapppp!!!

Makan for 4 people..gelojoh kan?? Hehehe biasa ah

After shopping (belanja rumahlah) at Causeway Pt, I went for my Jawi class at Eunos. So travelling from Wdlands to Eunos…long long journey. Thankfully, da journey back was not a boring one coz Dear came to fetch me and send me home.

Sempat stop kejap depan tembok Chjimes to snap pix

So today lotsa travelling and numerous bus rides all over Spore. But I enjoy taking buses. Weird huh??

Ida Wedding June 25, 2005

Anoder one of my Townsvillian classmate bacame a Mrs today. Congratulations to Rahidah Mispan and Suzalino on their wedding. D pengantins looked very pretty and hensem.

3 minah kat belakang tu syok sendiri ambik pix wen pengantin blm readi….hahahaha

Onli 4 selengez present. Zal not in da pix, Fard came after we went home and no news of Aida…as usual.

My 2 black bodyguards

So 4 Miss dah become Mrs in M102/M203, 14 more Miss(es) to go and weddings to attend.

June 25, 2005

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Sick June 24, 2005

I’m down wif fever and sore throat at da moment. I hate it wen I fall sick coz people around me (dose who care about me) start forcing me to eat my medicine. I hate medicine and cannot get any pills down my throat. I rather stay sick den stuff eat medicine. Itu batu ada duduk juga atas kepala (in a mamak accent).

I’m even having a breakout on my usually “smooth” face. Oklah, mayb not ultra smooth. I get da occasional minor pimple breakout but da recent breakout rabakz sey. Spots of small pimples growing all over my face. Sian seh. Dahlah became so much darker after da Tioman trip den kena breakout some more. Make me so depress to see my reflection in da mirror. (Fact: I onli spend 15 mins max each day looking into da mirror each day, onli to wear my tudung).

Fever and breakout caused by all da 5am sleep and waking juz a few hours later, resulting in my body system to go all haywire. I tink I wanna start wif my “normal” sleeping hours again next Mon (sleeping at 12 midnite and waking up at 9am), a normal human being sleeping time. Hey sori huh all insomniacs.

Honeymoon June 23, 2005

Dear voluntarily gave me the duty of choosing a honeymoon destination. Yeah its still kinda earli but its fun to start surveying the places dat I would wan us to go. Did some ‘window-shopping’ on da net and I’ve decided on 3 honeymoon destinations, from which we will both decide on da ultimate honeymoon destination…muahahaha.

Omar & Maria Honeymoon Destination1. Banyan Tree Phuket / Bintan / Bangkok

2. Berjaya Redang Beach Resort

3. Pangkor Laut Resort Hotel

All also I want to go…hahahaha. Dont knoe which one to choose.

Jewellery June 23, 2005

Remember da necklace dat I fell in love wif a few days ago?

We went back to Citylink Mall to look for it coz Dear wanted to get it for me but alas, I couldnt find it! Dear gave me a strange look and questioned me again and again whether I reali saw da necklace or was I juz imagining it. Makes me wonder too since we couldnt find it again. Strangelah me. Mayb dat necklace neva existed and I reali imagined it. Ceh, if not I could haf gotten a new diamond necklace today. So wasted!

Today was kinda like jewellery window shopping day but knowing Dear, he would buy anyting dat I fancied at dat moment I say “Yang tu lawalah.” Macam dia ada grow pokok duit dalam rumah dia gitu.

Anywae he was asking me whether I wanted a necklace or anoder bracelet. I wanted a necklace coz I haf none but he said dat me wearing a necklace would be kinda redundant. My reply to dat was, “Anytinglah, you’re paying wat, not me”. Hahaha. So we went into some jewellery shops but none caught my eyes like my imaginary necklace did. Our laz stop before heading home was TJs Jewellery at Raffles Place. We got my butterfly engagement ring from dat shop also.

At da display window I saw dis bootiful diamond ring and fell in love wif it instantly. Being da ‘gatal’ person dat he is, Dear went to ask da saleslady for da price and she took it from da display window for us to see. Wah, berkilau-kilauan. Sakit mata! I expected it to be damn expensive and I was correct. It cost $3,000 but coz of GSS, 50% discount so it was $1.5K. Simple ring. Yellow gold wif dis diamond in da middle. How I wished at dat moment I was getting married in Dec, den I would haf gotten dat ring. So gotta wait for da next GSS in 2006 and if dat ring is still dere, its mine!!

So no diamond ring for me, Dear started asking about bracelet and da salesgerl showed dis anoder beautiful diamond ring. I fell in love wif it. White gold bracelet wif blue stones. So lurvely. Cost $500 plus. Dear wanted to get it for me but after much thought, I find it too expensive lah. $500 on a bracelet. No doubt oh so beautiful and it would haf matched perfectly wif my imaginary necklace.

Maybe next year wen we shop for my full set of jewellery for da wedding. Mayb dat necklace, ring and bracelet would still be there for me…hehe. Now, juz let me dream about it and tink of more imaginary jewelleries.

Love is Blind June 23, 2005

As da saying goes, “Love is blind”. So very true.

I juz watched on Oprah, dis young pretty woman who was shot directly in her face by her abusive boyfren. Her face has become so disfigured as a result. She stayed in her relationship with her very abusive and controlling boyfren for 8 long years in da name of LOVE.

Isnt it scary? Despite numerous warnings from dose who reali care about her, she followed her blinded heart and stayed on. The result of all her ’sacrifices’ = a terribly disfigured face.

But who am I too judge to say wat a stupid gerl she is wen I, myself have done som stupid tings for da sake of LOVE.

“Love is indeed blind”