Inside Deep Throat May 31, 2005

Movie: Inside Deep Throat (RA)

Time: 92 mins

Synopsis: A documentary about the most infamous and lucrative X-rated film of all time dat was released in 1972. It costed $25 K to produce but grossed $600 million, making it the highest-grossing film at the time. Wow! Filmmakers Fenton Bailey and Randy Barbato take give Deep Throat a reverential treatment, interviewing a wealth of people (everybody from Larry Flynt and Al Goldstein to Linda Gurley Brown, Susan Brownmiller, Bill Maher, Norman Mailer, Wes Craven, and Alan Dershowitz) about the making of the film and the effects it had on society at large.

Rating: 1/2 star. Can die ah watch documentary. 2nd and laz time gonna watch a documentary at da movies. Da 1st documentary movie was “Super Size Me” and still didnt learn my lesson. Went to watch “Inside Deep Throat” today, expected to watch some raunchy scenes coz of da RA rating but was dissapointed. More sex scenes are being shown in television shows. Talking and more talking. Interviews of da directors, actors, stars, all da peeps involved in making da movie. Actuali, I feel da documentary is not entirely focusing on “Deep Throat” movie itself, but mozly how the US govt coped wif da increasing popularity of pornography in da 70s & 80s and the eventual acceptance of pornography into mainstream American culture. So damn boring, make me so sleepy. Da onli ting preventing me from sleeping is da thot dat I’ve alreadi spend $7, so I’ve better watched it. Don watch it. Anywae moz of u still underage.

Da original movie poster in 1972

Bride-to-be blog May 30, 2005

Read a brides-to-be blog passed by Mira made me all excited, nervous, unexplainable feelings all whirled up into one tinking about marriage. Not exactly normal especially wen u get dis kind of feelings at 4am wif sleepy eyes.

All dose brides-to-be all geared up to get married to their fiances, their beloved ones. Wif all da oh so pretty and classy dais, flowers, dulang hantarans etc. Dose bride-to-be sounded so excited…making me kinda excited.

But…but, but makes me wonder if marriage is all about dose tings. Not forgetting da money going to be spent. All gone in a single day’s event. Well, Im a normal woman. I do want dat beautiful-filled wif flower-pinky white-flowy-classy-romantic dais. I do wan a four poster bed…hehe my dream bed decorated wif flowers and flowy white satin. I wanna gif all da tings dat my fiance wans on da dulang hantaran. But gosh, imagine all dat money!! Dat money dat could be put to better use.

So let me go drift into my slumberland night dreaming about my own wedding…not forgetting visualising myself on a four poster bed. Nitez all..

Madagascar May 30, 2005

Madagascar

Starring:

Ben Stiller as Alex da Lion

Chris Rock as Marty da Zebra

David Schwimmer as Melman da Giraffe

Jada Pinkett Smith as Gloria da Hippo

Time: 1 hr 20 mins
Synopsis: This movie is about four stars of the Central Park Zoo in New York City who are best frenzs. One of them goes missing, the others break out of the zoo looking for him, and eventually all four are captured and put in boxes to ship them back to the continent their species are originally from: Africa. An accident at sea, however, strands them on the shore of Madagascar. Having had humans take care of them their entire life, the four know nothing of surviving in the wild, or that one of them, the lion, is genetically predisposed to eat his three best friends. Exploring their surroundings, the four friends soon meet the Malagasy locals (a type of lemur given to having loud “rave-like” dance parties) and their carnivorous enemies, the fousas. As the two sides try to use these four new, strange (and large) friends to their benefit, our heroes are also confronted with the reality of their predestined roles in nature.
Rating: 2 1/2 stars. Ok2lah. Didnt reali do anyting for me. Yeah quite farni at da end. Quite draggy and boring at da beginning. But reali loved da bright colors and da characters. Not da main characters, but da small characters like da giraffe, da penguins, da Malagasy locals, esp da chief who sang a cool song “I like to move it, move it. You like to move it, move it. We like to, move it!!” Hehehe catchy. So watch it when dere r no more good movie okie.

Pixs http://movies.yahoo.com

2nd year anniversary May 29, 2005

1 year ago, exactly on 29th May 2004, I became Omar Ahmad’s fiance. Witnessed by my classmates, his sis put on a ring wif 1 gold butterfly and 1 white butterfly on my finger. I felt veri uncomfortable at dat moment in time. Not bcoz I was going to b someon’s fiance but bcoz all attention was going to b on me. How I hate being da center of attraction but well I’ll b dat onli twice in my life: wen I got engaged and wen I get married. So I better enjoy it while it laz.

Wen we got engaged, we juz passed our 1 year anniversary togeter. So today makes it like our 2 years anniversary togeter. Our 1st date was on 3rd May 2003 and at dat time, I was sombodi else’s gerlfren. Our 1st date was a spontaneous kind of ting, we didnt actuali planned it. We haf not even met each oder bfore dat. Truthfully, no special feelings were involved. We juz tot of each other as normal frens out watching a movie “My Little Eye” and wen our separate ways after dat. My first impression of him was “Eleh, mamat kental, macam mamat skater gitu” coz of his baggy pants and t-shirt. N he also made me walk from Plaza S’pura to Suntec City fountain on dat 1st date. Somting I’m not fond of doing. I even sent him home by taxi after dat.

But da 2nd date which happened a few days after was a totally different story from da 1st date. Feelings magically developed. Somting me or even him could not explain. We went to makan at Cavana Marina. He blanja me after getting his pay. After dat we proceeded to D Esplanade to sit by da sea. Dere we started flirting wif each other. A simple touch on da hands. A pinch here and dere. Him trying to grab somting from my hand. We sharing a really sour lemon tea. Dis date ended suddenly wen his station called informing him dat he had to go back to work for a few hours. So he asked me to go home but I refused to and wanted to wait for him at Citylink instead till he finished work. So I waited and read Cleo mag from beginning to finish. I even went to an internet cafe and chatted wif Mira, telling her about wat happened, about me being worried dat feelings r developing. I waited for about 3-4 hrs bfore he came back for me. By dat time, it was alreadi dark and he wanted to sent me home. While crossing da road, he held my arm as if protecting me. But dat day, he didnt sent me home coz I didnt let him. Dat nite, wen we talked on da fone, we had our 1st fight. I forgot wat it was about but I remember asking him wat was da relationship dat we had at dat time wen neither of us said anyting about how we felt for each other and I was attached to sombodi else.

So come da 3rd date, we went to ECP. It was a veri romantic date. We sat at da water break. He tried to hold my hands but I kept pushing his hands away. We sat veri close to each other, talking and of coz flirting…hahaha. So flirting, flirting, flirting…den came a moment wen our face came veri near to each oder as if we were going to kiss but him being a decent guy, who had neva kissed a gerl in his whole 25 years living, was scared to do so. So I kinda challenged him a couple of times, saying dat he didnt dare to kiss me. After about 15 mins of being taunted by me, he kissed me suddenly. Hahaha…I stole his 1st kiss. And da rez are not for u kids to know…hehe.

All dat happened in a veri short period of time. Between 3rd May and 25th May 2003, we had our 1st date, flirted wif each other, he had his 1st kiss, I stole his 1st kiss, I broke off wif my boyfren of 7 years, we commited ourselves to each other and I introduced him to my frens and even brought him to Fard’s wedding.

I wish to clarify here dat I did not break up wif my x-boyfren bcoz of him but bcoz I didnt wan to drag a relationship dat I didnt see myself being hepi in. Omar was juz kinda a catalyst for tings to happen and move on instead of being stagnant.

So 2 years had past and I haf neva regretted choosing him being my One, da One Im going to marry. He’s caring, kind, corny and lame (rite Geng?), pampers me, listens, faithful, a good son to his family, prays, dont smoke and dont drink. And of coz we click! Im not saying his perfect wifout flaws. He has his flaws but I want to be wif him despite of dose flaws and accept dem, juz like how he accepts my flaws.

We still haf a long way to go from being each other’s legally. Being engaged is truthfully not da easiest period. Nevertheless, I love him more den yesterday and less den tomoro.

I love you Abang…muakz muakz!!p.s: he said dat he fell in love wif me coz he was touched dat I was willing to wait for hours for him to finish work….touching hah?? ehehehe

Our 1st neoprint togeter

Sentosa Trip May 26, 2005

Sentosa outing wif da Gengz was great despite da rainy nites, was chased out of da swimming pool twice, Aida was stung by somting in da sea and loads of food was wasted. I enjoyed myself although I couldnt sleep for 2 nites stret and wen I reached home, I slept from 1-8pm stret..im hibernating all over again.

Juz wanna say loads of thanks to da Selengez Gengz for helping out wif everiting and looking forward to da next trip togeter in July. We gonna enjoy ourselves till we drop before skool semester starts.

To my love, I appreciate u travelling to and fro ur home, ur workplace and Sentosa juz so u can accompany me and spend time wif my frenz. I lurve u baby.

Now as usual..som treats for da eyes…hehehe.

*in da train*

*so nice rite da seats..so shiny*

*1st time taking train to Harbourfront, so I was kinda jakun*

*enjoying ourselves at da beach*

*nice view*

*i luv da beach*
*poser*

*wif syura & fard*

*im good at floating..hehe*

*in da chalet*
*abang playing twister*

*me & syura..or ayoyo (dats wat omar kol her)*

*me n da galz playing Twister*

*spaztikz*

*da selengez galz*

*da selengez galz II*

*now da guyz turn to get twisted*

*my darlingz*
*waiting for da bus*

*our dinner at BK*

*dessert*

*did dese snailz pay da admission fees??*

*full & contented*

*we saw 2 catz dat looked alike…we tink dey r siblingz*

Sentosa May 25, 2005

I am now on a bed in a chalet at Costa Sands Sentosa. Juz wanna say da beach here is AWESOME!!!! Dats all for now…tinking of getting som nap before everyone else wakes up. So sleepy as I couldnt sleep yesterday nite. Oklah ciao…

Not in a good mood.. May 24, 2005

Today…at dis moment in time…im not in a good mood. Feeling kinda depressed lah…dat kind of feeling. I get depressed quite frequently and of coz easily. Dis shitty feelings arise when i feel bored wif absolutely nuthin to do, wen im wif low self-esteem and not feeling confident of myself, wen tings dont go my way or how i planned it would be, wen people irritates me wif their actions, wen i get into a fight wif my dearie, wen i feel dat im not achieving enuf, wen i feel stoopid surrounded by geniuses (did i spell dat correctly) and lazly wen im feeling horny and not getting any (juz kiddinglah!).

So i hope da 3 days chalet wif da geng will cheer me up OR ill juz go to sleep wen i get dere…hehe. Hope not. Ciao.

Choco Chips May 23, 2005

I’ve juz finished baking my laz batch of chocolate chips. Its da first time I’m baking anyting entirely on my own since my Home Economics lessons in sec 4. BUT…it didnt turn out as nice or as pretty as I hoped for. Da mixture was too wet to start wif, so instead of nice, small and cute round choco chips dat I hoped to produce, i got flat and large choco chips which looked kinda ugly.

So exactly y did i get myself into dis baking ordeal wen i dislike cooking? Da simple reason being my darling haf da sudden carving of eating my self-baked choco chips. He even requested da choco chips to turn out like dose delicious choco chips sold at Mrs Fields. I’m sori baby, u gonna b dissapointed big time tomoro.

I even told him the dat choco chips are too sweet coz of da brown suga and honey, but he replied dat it is appropriate since the one baking it is juz as sweet. Huh…wait till he taste it tomoro..he certainly wont gif da same compliment to da ’sweet one’.

p.s: Geng Selengez…im bringing som of my ’sweet & delicious’ choco chips for u guyz tomoro, so get ready to suffer from diabetes, aite. Nitez peepz.

Wedding Dress May 23, 2005

Kira-kira jikaku pakai baju ini untuk hari kawinku, pengsan enggak ibuku??

Muahahahaha!!!!

Marriage May 22, 2005

We have started planning for da wedding although dere’s still 1 1/2 year to go before the actual wedding. We both plan to haf da wedding in Dec 2006, coz of financial constraints and I wanna to finish up in NIE and teach for at least some time before settling down.1 1/2 may sound far, far away but actuali its not. At da moment its juz planning, talking, discussing, envisioning, daydreaming…dat kind of stuffz. Da real work starts in Jan 2006, next year, dats wen da ball starts rolling, and dats like onli 6 months away.We talked about applying for a house. Before dat talk, we planned to stay with his parents for 2 yrs before getting our own place although I’m dying for my own house. I dont know what made him change his mind, and now he wants to apply for a house in Jan next year…yipeee!! So I wanted to get a house in Marine Parade so dat I can practically live at da beach and build my house dere…hehe, but he wants to get a brand new flat. So I’m game for anyting and he said why not get a house in Sengkang or Punggol. I opted for Sengkang. I dont why..but I tink coz Sengkang sounds nicer than Punggol…at least to me. But da area of choice is still KIV but we gonna get a 4-room flat. I cant wait.As for da baju nikah, we both wanted somting different, coz we both didnt want to wear wat others wore. We’ve tot of lots of other colors, including black, which I haf a feeling my mom would dissapprove strongly of. But we still like da color white. I can juz imagine wearing a white baju nikah..so nice. He suggested combining pink and white..he likes pink too..hehe. But dats like so predictable of me rite? Like da idea lots, even more so dat he’s willing to wear pink on our wedding day (actuali on any other day) but I’m trying to escape from being predictable and doing da norm, so mayb not.

Cant wait for next year when all da daydreaming stops and da actual work starts…6 mths to go.